tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22885616361424026462024-03-04T23:42:32.692-08:00A Former Single Mom Adopts... now with a Husband to be!Come in, sit down, pour yourself a drink and wait with this Former Single mom as she tries to add to her family!Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.comBlogger61125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-5985159628887690472009-07-14T13:19:00.000-07:002009-07-14T13:29:12.225-07:00Imagine Adoption BankruptI received an email today from the Alberta government, stating that Imagine Adoption/Kidslink has declared bankruptcy and closed. I was slated to work with them, that is how I was on the email list.<br /><br />Because of the turn of events in my life, the adoption plan was placed on hold.<br /><br />I immediately went to their website, and say the bankruptcy notice, and the line about not having enough money to service their families haunts me.<br /><br />I feel for all the families that are impacted by this. I wish it wasn't true. I wish I had the right thing to say to make anyone in this situation feel remotely better.<br /><br />To all those affected. I am truly sorry. My heart aches for you.Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-82403231738904864332009-06-04T09:07:00.000-07:002009-06-04T09:10:12.970-07:00Viva Las Vegas<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPx44Es6XINN9r5AQOBtepsWoirwok8pd_9c39T0fp2wP6dI6n0q4GuCQhOcP17bfzn_b5ypBLDGvyUqWuBEmp-SM-Z0PpnLMU7YX0XO3bW8qvhyphenhyphengzQzKLDK3TqAC6k0O49upNzRsvyiqw/s1600-h/vegas.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 142px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 113px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343505279766058098" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPx44Es6XINN9r5AQOBtepsWoirwok8pd_9c39T0fp2wP6dI6n0q4GuCQhOcP17bfzn_b5ypBLDGvyUqWuBEmp-SM-Z0PpnLMU7YX0XO3bW8qvhyphenhyphengzQzKLDK3TqAC6k0O49upNzRsvyiqw/s320/vegas.jpg" /></a><br /><div>In a couple of hours, my sisters, some friends and I are heading flying to Vegas for my Stagette of a Lifetime! Well I hope so as I plan on only marring once! </div><div></div><br /><div>I hope to have many tales of mayhem to reveal when I return. Of course all names will be changed to protect the not so innocent!</div>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-79565060179072635462009-06-03T08:13:00.001-07:002009-06-08T14:59:03.274-07:00Adoption Plans in the FutureSo I disappeared again, this time for 11 months. And a lot of things have Changed.<br /><br />The biggest is when I fill out the adoption papers I will do so as part of a married couple.<br /><br />The last post on this blog was about a package I received in the mail about money donated to an <a href="http://www.matthewrusike.org/pages/Introduction.htm">orphanage in Harare Zimbabwe</a>, in my name. Well that act, and the subsequent scrapbook detailing the donation, really did melt my cold single mom heart. So we slowly rekindled the relationship, and now we are getting married in August in Banff.<br /><br />So my Fiancé, and it is still so weird to type that, and I plan on visiting this Orphanage in 2010 when we visit the Fiancé's, (aka PN) family.<br /><br />To now see many of my old blogging friends have referrals or even their children home, makes me so happy for them.Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-56050192616278575172008-07-15T07:59:00.000-07:002009-06-02T13:46:25.724-07:00A Package in the Mail<em><blockquote><em>Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it's the only thing that ever has. - Margaret Mead</em></blockquote></em><br />I dated a gentleman last year. We only dated for about three months. He proposed. I said No. He has been trying to win me back ever since. His "winning me back strategies" went to far, and I had to cut ties with him. This should have been the end of the story.<br /><br />But last evening when I walked to get the mail, there was a package from him. I was going to write return to sender on it and mail it back to him, unopened. But I didn't. I opened it. I was thinking that he remembered that it is <em>ML</em>'s birthday next week and my heart softened a bit as it felt like a book, and <em>ML</em> loves books... There was a present for her in it, but something else as well.<br /><br />A bit of background on this gentleman. He emigrated to Canada about 8 years ago from Zimbabwe. He and his family were/are privileged white farmers. He claimed he was much more liberal and open minded than most of his contemporaries, and thinks "just like you Tanya" but I could hear the racist undertones when he spoke. During these three months I was always speaking of the AIDS crisis in Africa, especially the orphans. He told me how many of the workers on their farm have died of AIDS. Fact of life he said. I said I am going to adopt. He says I am a silly Canadian girl and they would be better off dead in Africa than being raised by a single white Canadian. The relationship ended.<br /><br />In his efforts to win me back, he said he has changed his mind, he will adopt what ever color of a child I want, and since he still has his Zimbabwean citizenship he could adopt a child for me without all the red tape... I turned this offer down.<br /><br />One of his next efforts, was to run a triathlon. But before he ran this triathlon, he raised money. He said he will show me that he thinks "just like Tanya". He raised money for the Harare Children's Home where 30% of the children there are HIV+. He used the charitable status of his local church to fund the money through, and when his parents came to visit him, he handed the money over to them to donate. Because of the crisis in Zimbabwe the easiest way is to personally hand over the money. I knew he did this. I was happy that I was able to have that affect on someone. To see someones heart change, even just a little...But I haven't thought much about it since, especially with all the drama with him as of late.<br /><br />But when I opened up the package in the mail last evening, there was a scrapbook that his mother had made. It showed where the money went to and pictures of some of the kids. It was now real. I saw what my rantings did. The money raised provided some much help for orphans in a country that is falling apart.<br /><br />I have often wondered what can I do? I can talk about it. I can blog about it. But what does it really change? I now see what I can do. I can share my passion.<br /><br />Have my feelings for this man changed? I don't know. But now I know he came into my life for a reason.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">( I am trying to figure out how to post the scrapbook here... and will, as soon as I figure out how to)</span>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-50695235810224453452008-07-14T08:41:00.000-07:002008-07-14T08:55:14.285-07:00Silver Lining<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiG8Ov-mGTYGBy_zDYGgrogj4ONU6bmq5ALq51rRIApDW7RtGXX3NhfWupHEiYjPGH8LuJ_yx3Z_q4oPHPtBgMJ1UMpYjcLPwrRYLZ6mOFevDiJRu31BhkYZ3LrcR3rlfOojesliRAhwaj3/s1600-h/cloud.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5222895730748847010" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiG8Ov-mGTYGBy_zDYGgrogj4ONU6bmq5ALq51rRIApDW7RtGXX3NhfWupHEiYjPGH8LuJ_yx3Z_q4oPHPtBgMJ1UMpYjcLPwrRYLZ6mOFevDiJRu31BhkYZ3LrcR3rlfOojesliRAhwaj3/s320/cloud.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><p>It has taken a whole week, but I am starting to see the silver lining. </p><p>I have eluded to some of the "drama" that is surrounding this "lay off" on my <a href="http://asinglemum.blogspot.com/2008/07/second-last-day.html">single mom life</a> blog, and I am now seeing the silver lining. </p><p>This awfulness will allow the adoption of <em>NK </em>to continue. The faster I find new employment, the more of my severance package that can be used for the funding of the adoption.</p>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-40364169520770102472008-07-07T14:06:00.000-07:002008-07-07T14:10:36.555-07:00LAID OFF<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9L2BqDT6Qvkziulym1taXkfucSp4Y3H7GsQptylrwhRYeIDtSlOjrvqck7MY9qL9g_kr8W4r1JIdkA5Jd5-J2s3cLS89eD-Vp2FcQsxlDOqzY2DhXGiRmwe5NVfr_queTT7E0YF9Qca2k/s1600-h/laid+off+notice.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5220382143295602786" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9L2BqDT6Qvkziulym1taXkfucSp4Y3H7GsQptylrwhRYeIDtSlOjrvqck7MY9qL9g_kr8W4r1JIdkA5Jd5-J2s3cLS89eD-Vp2FcQsxlDOqzY2DhXGiRmwe5NVfr_queTT7E0YF9Qca2k/s400/laid+off+notice.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Yup. That is what I got to hear on Friday. So the adoption of <em>NK</em> is on hold until I find employment again. I have been offered a severance package so I will be fine. It just (obviously) sucks a lot. I have never been unemployed...</div>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-10636487062045278852008-07-03T09:40:00.000-07:002008-07-03T09:44:37.206-07:00And What Did You Do On Canada Day?I am cross posting this from <a href="http://asinglemum.blogspot.com/">my other blog </a>as I want to know what everyone did for their Canada Day!<br /><br />It has been a trying couple of days for us at Chez single mom.<br /><br />First Monday night a friend, who I had just spent the day with on Saturday, was seriously hurt at work and we weren't sure that he was going to make it... things are looking up for him, but it will be a long road. If you know anything about trucking and winches... the winch flung back and hit him in the throat... he is lucky to be alive.<br /><br />I took <em>ML</em> to the local Canada Day Celebrations to get my mind off of things, and we made not one but two separate trips to the medical tent. Once for sunscreen in the eyes (kids tear free no less) that took about 4 eye wash/flushing to get out. How she managed to get so much sunscreen in her eyes is beyond me....<br /><br />Then as we waited in line for a hot dog <em>ML</em> leaned against the very hot BBQ and burnt her arm. It was at this point that I threw in the towel!! She was treated and we went HOME!!!<br /><br />Hope your Canada Day was less stressful than ours!!Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-45393753067773719902008-07-03T07:25:00.000-07:002008-07-03T07:30:00.435-07:00AHOPE T-Shirts<a href="http://ahopeforchildren.blogspot.com/2008/07/click-on-photo-to-see-larger-image.html" target="_new"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWM1FThF5xnH5azeLCSmHphf2y8AvcGtCM-lVzv2o7aTkDWWQqiyyStDsShm8oGnDqEHQ5UuYgdHOTkgHj0wWm6s0Wb_74VFr3fK2IBtC4qYSGCLFcDnhSt19vW1JMC1Suf8yhDyLqKsc3/s400/Blog+Badge+copy.jpg" /> </a><br /><br />One of the<a href="http://www.abushel-and-apeck.blogspot.com/"> blogs I read </a>had a link to the new <a href="http://ahopeforchildren.blogspot.com/">AHOPE store </a>selling t-shirts, and I wanted to share the informtaion.<br /><br />I will have a link posted on the bottom of my blog for future reference. I would have it higher but I am not having much luck getting the whole image on the sidebar... ( this is a cry for help if anyone knows a quick fix... hint hint!!)Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-36761744143201947402008-06-27T08:16:00.000-07:002008-06-27T08:26:44.020-07:00Feeding Party at Owlhaven<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjV6pSshQEmAKbBpDshr3iYQNqDuj1NVA_Ux0PHum2TJsWsE0952m6VAGatcw_-Fbotq7RrhJM1lUF75udIWVSuxEcUaK5fAL75YLrY5KLXC-Z4e_72P4fbvDrAO0bHMgPaTrQz-tYQ2H4/s1600-h/Mary+church.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5216583021338818162" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjV6pSshQEmAKbBpDshr3iYQNqDuj1NVA_Ux0PHum2TJsWsE0952m6VAGatcw_-Fbotq7RrhJM1lUF75udIWVSuxEcUaK5fAL75YLrY5KLXC-Z4e_72P4fbvDrAO0bHMgPaTrQz-tYQ2H4/s320/Mary+church.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div><div>I have some extra blog reading for you, if that is your thing...I am trying not to be too bossy.</div><div></div><br /><div>Remember <a href="http://singlemumadopts.blogspot.com/2008/06/perspective.html">this heart wrenching post </a>I blogged about?</div><br /><div>Now <a href="http://starbelliedsneaths.blogspot.com/2007/10/soddo-ethiopia-day-1.html">read about Dr. Mary's </a>work in Ethiopia.</div><br /><div>Then go to <a href="http://owlhaven.wordpress.com/2008/06/26/its-a-feeding-party/">Owlhaven</a> by midnight this evening, and if you are so inclined, donate to her paypal to the feeding program that Dr. Mary runs in Ethiopia as there are people going to deliver the funds to her in person. </div></div></div>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-71173780510917600632008-06-24T14:58:00.000-07:002008-06-24T15:13:31.732-07:00Should I Just Buy Everyone I Know a Book?SO I was speaking to someone about my adoption plans today, let's call her T. And T said "so you know S.? She has a friend who adopted from Ethiopia and they were told that their daughter has to be tested for HIV for 6-7 years as that is how long it sometimes takes to show up".<br /><br />Now I said I don't believe that is accurate, but all I hear from her is "well I don't think someone who has adopted a baby from Africa is ill informed about this Tanya"!!<br /><br />I suck at the answering these questions. Especially with people I am close to. As I don't want to be defensive and I don't want to argue...<br /><br />I feel like going and buying EVERYONE I know a copy of either <a href="http://www.chapters.indigo.ca/books/28-Stories-Aids-In-Africa-Stephanie-Nolen/9780676978230-item.html?ref=Search+Books%3a+%252728%2527">28: Stories Of Aids In Africa </a>or <a href="http://www.chapters.indigo.ca/books/There-No-Me-Without-You-GREENE-MELISSA-FAYE/9781596911161-item.html?ref=Search+Books%3a+%2527there+is+no+you+wihtout+me%2527">There Is No Me Without You: One Woman's Odyssey to Rescue Africa's Children</a>!!!<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiHD3qCyIHtVp0yYoqYvXxf_7_HqLEmictDLPEANT3wknDxA3IYMT0Vgbb_1Bm8FuR5Sq3IqMSy6duh3SXFUYNap-U1XwoAnf3od7NpzXQb3EA4LVwzy6v0dd9IHrawtG8X0AlslNdc1iy/s1600-h/there+is+no+you.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5215574277807340674" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiHD3qCyIHtVp0yYoqYvXxf_7_HqLEmictDLPEANT3wknDxA3IYMT0Vgbb_1Bm8FuR5Sq3IqMSy6duh3SXFUYNap-U1XwoAnf3od7NpzXQb3EA4LVwzy6v0dd9IHrawtG8X0AlslNdc1iy/s200/there+is+no+you.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI92lq4gdFhL4aA_w-xFbNVQMeLTu1BbqUJkN-DLERihUylvAoO9pCrnc3__3EgpF_jvr349ONxI2Xnh6JDDzieDmV743XuqIvh5bzcMOYDi1iU1-m-Wl2yZ5ZBFmZRRSYq-67LrspeXPx/s1600-h/28+stories.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5215574280477950162" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI92lq4gdFhL4aA_w-xFbNVQMeLTu1BbqUJkN-DLERihUylvAoO9pCrnc3__3EgpF_jvr349ONxI2Xnh6JDDzieDmV743XuqIvh5bzcMOYDi1iU1-m-Wl2yZ5ZBFmZRRSYq-67LrspeXPx/s200/28+stories.jpg" border="0" /></a>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-4438159602330836602008-06-16T07:46:00.000-07:002008-06-17T21:07:36.653-07:00One of the reaons *I* am choosing to be a SAMBC - Updated with Picture<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhe0sk-KIkYa6Ko59XA_gxPgmXEEPS7Y5pGP0uBBRZWRaH-W5DSmDgfxEiuIiMgGMX82kNocryJahY0O74TmEFwmozttgkWvLeA3GTr7MwqSY9K8Rsow3mkahIc60BCcvTjBYAGnvVc7p6F/s1600-h/DSC00762.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213068271070906434" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhe0sk-KIkYa6Ko59XA_gxPgmXEEPS7Y5pGP0uBBRZWRaH-W5DSmDgfxEiuIiMgGMX82kNocryJahY0O74TmEFwmozttgkWvLeA3GTr7MwqSY9K8Rsow3mkahIc60BCcvTjBYAGnvVc7p6F/s200/DSC00762.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div><div>SAMBC = Single Adoptive Mom By Choice.<br /><br />As we all know I am already a Single Mom. Being a Single Mom to <em>ML</em> was not my first "choice" but it was my second, and the better of the two. Take my word for it.<br /><br />This weekend, as we all know was Father's Day. <em>ML</em> is supposed to spend Father's day with her Father, is spelled out in the parenting agreement even. She made a Hand Plaster Cast of her Hand to give him on this Father's day. She decorated it with Jewels and wrote I LOVE DAD on it. She was so proud of her creation, talked about giving it to him all week.<br /><br />He didn't show up. He didn't call. Nothing. She was Heartbroken.<br /><br />Now I am in no means painting all men with this brush, I know many wonderful Fathers, I have one myself. It is just when you have been on this side of the fence... making the choice to do it alone is easier.<br /><br />(disclaimer - if Mr wonderful came into my life tomorow, I would include him in the journey in a heartbeat...) </div></div></div>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-88067432265839283312008-06-13T07:55:00.000-07:002008-06-13T08:31:15.992-07:00Types of Moms and Questions<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjem8XZ-WZqJQpapzoj1AIjA4KTFyDBUrVxyICFLsYm5UFQCqbMhkd1JUc4zU5jJELwOYatQNfshG06N4qABhRs2eHOxsvGFXPqBIXWK96TiX5iyXp4fGubvVLJ91AONADg5mNF_NLxlAeh/s1600-h/germs.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211388632853593138" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjem8XZ-WZqJQpapzoj1AIjA4KTFyDBUrVxyICFLsYm5UFQCqbMhkd1JUc4zU5jJELwOYatQNfshG06N4qABhRs2eHOxsvGFXPqBIXWK96TiX5iyXp4fGubvVLJ91AONADg5mNF_NLxlAeh/s200/germs.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I am the kind of mom who does not freak about germs and dirt. My daughter has been in a daycare setting since she was 9 months old. As a result had the chicken pox at 10 months, and (gasp) as a consequence didn't have the chickenpox vaccine. I expect kids to get dirty, and then expect some of that dirt will be ingested. I also do not wipe down everything that my child could come into contact with. Prior to eating, I don't wipe down with my own wipes a table at a restaurant, etc. etc. I figure it is all good, builds up the immunity right? </div><br /><div></div><div>Well the rest of my family is not like this. Please don't think that my house is a mess and that I don't like things clean. I just think kids are kids, and dirt never hurt anyone. The rest of my family panics about anyone touching ANYTHING before it has been properly sanitized. Really. I try to be a "go with the flow" sister and daughter about the whole thing, but it is hard. Like the time I was scolded for giving my nephew a "dirty" shoebox to play with. Dirty because it came from the store and people have touched it....</div><div></div><br /><div>Why is this relevant to my adoption blog?</div><br /><div>I have been slowly discussing my adoption plans with my sister, and she is asking lots of questions, most of them are ill informed, but I understand she hasn't been researching and reading about adoption for the last 2.5 years so I am trying to inform her.</div><div></div><br /><div>The first questions was "so you are going to adopt a Chinese baby then?" I explained that is no longer an option for a single gal, and was never my first choice. The next Question was "so you will adopt another 3rd world baby then?" And so I explained my plan is to adopt from Ethiopia, a girl most likely under the age of 4, as I don't want a huge age difference between <em>ML</em> and <em>NK</em>.</div><br /><div></div><div>The Last Question, and the one that required all that background info was "well do you get to pick a healthy one?". I explained how yes you do get to decide which, if any, special needs you would be comfortable accepting. I told <em>sister</em> I am of course I am open to a child with Epilepsy as <em>ML</em> has it, wouldn't change her for the world, and I know I can deal with that. So then she asks the HIV/AIDS question. I tell her that the kids are tested for that, but she was not convinced that the tests "there" would be reliable. She then asked about Hep B and others, I said again tested.... she then says "but kids suck on things and that is how people get Hep B and what if <em>NK</em> falls and skins their knee and there is blood... I would be nervous about having <em>son</em> play with your girls...."</div><div></div><br /><div>I then tried to explain my limited knowledge about such things, but all she kept saying is "but you could just request a healthy one, if there are so many, please don't get one with a disease..."</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-69889562705070793802008-06-09T08:40:00.001-07:002008-06-27T08:25:04.414-07:00PerspectiveOK after my fluff post below, I am going to link to a gut wrenching post. It is from <a href="http://owlhaven.wordpress.com/">Owlhaven</a>. Reading it, literally made me feel like I was kicked in the stomach.<br /><br /><blockquote><p>My sister Sophie arrived in Ethiopia a week ago, and will be working at the <a href="http://www.soddo-hospital.org/">Soddo Hospital</a> until August. She sent me this email on Friday. </p><p>Dr. Ruth asked us if we would be able to walk a family to the orphanage. A couple had brought their infant to the outpatient department, hoping to give her up for adoption. When I saw them, I immediately knew that the dad had AIDS. He was remarkably thin, with a round belly. Every single bone in his face stuck out, and he looked completely exhausted. The mom was a beautiful petite little thing, openly nursing her gorgeous (no words to express how beautiful this baby is!), chubby baby.</p><p>I took a deep breath, chatted as much as I could (about 2 sentences before explaining to her that I only speak a little bit of Amharic and don’t understand what she just said), admired the baby, and started the walk to the orphanage. My heart broke for the family walking behind me. How completely desperate they must be to bring this stunningly beautiful, and clearly cherished, child to an orphanage. I sadly noticed that their clothes were church clothes—they must have dressed up for the occasion. I’m pretty sure I could not have done that. </p><p>When we got to the orphanage, we were surrounded by even more gorgeous little ones, all vying for our attention. Even though I held hands and greeted these giggling children, my heart was still with that mom who was holding her baby close to her. We presented the family to the man in charge, who asked a few questions (mostly, “if you are both alive, why are you bringing this child here?”) before telling them that they needed to bring the child to their local kebele (government office), who would take care of the court proceedings before they could legally give their child up. Dad was not happy about it, but I think I saw a hint of relief in the mother’s eyes. Not today, she was thinking. </p><p>As I had chai and dabbo (tea and bread) at that orphanage with children crawling all over me, I wondered what would happen with that family. Would the mom convince her husband that they could wait just awhile longer? Maybe she wouldn’t get sick. Maybe the little girl is healthy. Maybe they wouldn’t have to say goodbye to their cherished baby. Maybe their prayers would be answered. </p><p>Maybe someday we’ll understand why God chooses to do what He does. Maybe we’ll know why He lets things happen that, from our perspective, could never be “for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.” How could a continent full of orphaned children be good for anyone?</p></blockquote>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-69605561334174550002008-06-09T07:39:00.000-07:002008-06-09T08:32:53.407-07:00The Spare Room<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjamvtJqFTZ-iTUy8lEgSqThBd9wPbHj2u1B3QN-KC2FRvB0sYNNTp8b_bXsomm99j8LO4u0hBedmEbFydRsf4MQGDu722wxyltLXqxYWab44qDaCKrjklz1ypqqpXKL3we4IgqS80S5ehM/s1600-h/clean.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209902027164434722" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjamvtJqFTZ-iTUy8lEgSqThBd9wPbHj2u1B3QN-KC2FRvB0sYNNTp8b_bXsomm99j8LO4u0hBedmEbFydRsf4MQGDu722wxyltLXqxYWab44qDaCKrjklz1ypqqpXKL3we4IgqS80S5ehM/s200/clean.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />This post was inspired by <a href="http://www.cinnamonopus.com/index.php/2008/06/04/stuff/">CinnamonOpus</a>...<br /><br />This weekend, since it was so crappy out and I didn't get to stain my deck and fence..(Oh when rain gods will you let me have a rain free weekend??) I started to de-clutter my house. The room that had my focus was the spare room / the<em> unnamed unknown child's </em>room. <em>Unnamed unknown</em> <em>child</em> is too long and impersonal. They need initials... I like <em>NK</em> - new kid. Plus those are my mom's initials.<br /><br /><br />It took all day but I sorted thorough the junk, organized the closet, gathered <em>ML</em>'s books and toys that she has outgrown and strategically placed them in the room. I am not one of those people who actually enjoys this sort of thing, but when I was looked into the room, saw the toys and books, thinking of <em>NK</em> , who would (I hope) love and abuse them, it made a day of cleaning all worth it.Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-57323477446226996512008-06-06T07:31:00.000-07:002008-06-06T07:36:23.465-07:00My New Favourite Amharic ProverbOK I think it is the only Amharic proverb that I know, but I love it nonetheless<br /><br /><strong>People who love each other will meet without any appointment.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />How did I find it? <a href="http://theeyesofmyeyesareopened.blogspot.com/2008/06/friday-friend-or-family-feature-guest.html">Reading</a> <a href="http://theeyesofmyeyesareopened.blogspot.com/">Julie's blog</a>. Her Guest blogger tells a great story today.<br /><br />Go check it out!Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-40095385987911010802008-06-04T10:49:00.000-07:002008-06-04T11:06:55.218-07:00I Realize I am an Idealist but...Reading through my list of blogs I check on daily, I came across a post<a href="http://www.tertia.org/so_close/2008/06/the-pros-and-co.html"> </a>about a women asking for advice whether to add to her family or not. Obviously this is a very personal question and we assume that she will do what she wants regardless of what the blog world has to say. To colour her decision is the fact she has twins, boy girl after many years of infertility and treatment. She thinks she wants to add a 3rd.<br /><br />Anyways what struck struck me is how many commenters mentioned the cost. Now I know kids cost money... I realize that daily. Some of the commenters wrote about <strong>needing</strong> a new house and <strong>needing</strong> a new car and how for them when they added the 3rd child <strong>PRIVATE SCHOOL</strong> was now just out of reach.... And that these were the important factors to consider when debating about addiong another child to the family.<br /><br />Back to my title, I know I am an Idealist. I know some call me a Bleeding Heart. But comments like that just scream blatant materialism and commercialism. Kids can share rooms. I have seen it happen. My sisters shared a room until they were 14. No worse for ware, or so they assure me. Most cars fit 5 people, and with the price of gas bigger is certainly not better. And well Private school? Wow. That certainly would never factor in my decision on whether to add a child, but then again call me crazy.<br /><br />I understand that there needs to be enough money coming in for the mortgage/rent, food clothes, etc. etc. And a little extra for soccer and movies is nice as well. All I can think of is how many kids in this world would probably wish for nothing more than a family with a small house and a shared bedroom to be loved in... private school be dammed. Any school would be a privilege.<br /><br />OK I'm off my soapbox now.Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-88842071942184114712008-06-02T08:37:00.000-07:002008-06-02T08:44:04.111-07:00Feel good Article<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJkvdHjJY4xUuWVMOpuVafc42N_07Z-bR7N1P-al_yPj8Th1m0sIA4FK5wGpfRZ_ME6LbPs66t0KG-8fN0rv7qQjREaYuNWYXmqrmKACNFt0mneo2R1KmSQQqD-hXHQtnBdq-KN4ohWmUN/s1600-h/ruby+slippers.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5207310377548396690" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJkvdHjJY4xUuWVMOpuVafc42N_07Z-bR7N1P-al_yPj8Th1m0sIA4FK5wGpfRZ_ME6LbPs66t0KG-8fN0rv7qQjREaYuNWYXmqrmKACNFt0mneo2R1KmSQQqD-hXHQtnBdq-KN4ohWmUN/s200/ruby+slippers.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://www.usatoday.com/life/columnist/finalword/2008-05-27-final-word_N.htm">Here</a> is something to make your Monday feel just a little bit better.</div><br /><div></div>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-22851325455351246572008-05-30T07:52:00.000-07:002008-05-30T08:03:08.286-07:00I soooo wanted to say something...I am <em>ML'</em>s soccer coach again this year, and last night at our game we were playing the Yellow team (we are Maroon!). Gripping story so far, I know!<br /><br />Anyways, I noticed that there was a transracial family on the yellow team. Two white parents cheering very loudly for a little girl, who, if I had to guess, was Haitian.<br /><br />I so wanted to go up to them and ask a million questions, but then how do you do that at a non adoption function without looking like an ass? Seriously!! Plus I didn't want to single them out. It is supposed to be fun evening of soccer not Maroon Coach Tanya quizzing members of the Yellow team.<br /><br />So tell me, what would you have done? What could I have said so as not to sound like a jerk who is just way to nosy?<br /><br />All I could think of to say was "<em>hi i noticed your family and I wanted to say hi because I am in the process of adopting but I don't want to assume that you adopted and I hope that I am not being too nosy...."</em> and to say that really really fast... ha ha but then they might have looked at me like who is this crazy lady??<br /><br />So in the end. I said nothing.<br />Advice? Anyone? Anyone?Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-76545057149172996462008-05-23T08:43:00.000-07:002008-05-23T09:43:27.821-07:00I Will Be a Disaster in SeptemberLast night was Kindergarten Orientation, and during the opening speech I started to get misty eyed... I wrote about it more <a href="http://asinglemum.blogspot.com/2008/05/kindergarten-orientation.html">here</a>. Wow I think I will be a blubbering mess when <em>ML</em> has her first day of school in September.<br /><br />I had a great chat with the teacher, and the classroom is so cute!! I spoke with her about <em>ML</em>'s Epilepsy and her Father and then I told her about my adoption plans and she was so excited for us.<br /><br />She asked me if I would like her to try to incorporate the country of choice into the curriculum, and I said that would be wonderful. I asked her to wait until we are officially a waiting family.<br /><br />I think I might be as excited for <em>ML </em>to go to this school as she is!! Hee!!<span style="color:#000000;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><blockquote><p><span style="color:#33ccff;">ALL I REALLY NEED TO KNOW I LEARNED IN<br />KINDERGARTEN<br /><br />(a guide for Global Leadership)<br /><br />All I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not at the top of the graduate school mountain, but there in the sand pile at school.<br />These are the things I learned:<br />Share everything.<br />Play fair.<br />Don't hit people.<br />Put things back where you found them.<br />Clean up your own mess.<br />Don't take things that aren't yours.<br />Say you're sorry when you hurt somebody.<br />Wash your hands before you eat.<br />Flush.<br />Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you.<br />Live a balanced life - learn some and think some and draw<br />and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some.<br />Take a nap every afternoon.<br />When you go out in the world, watch out for traffic, hold hands and stick together.<br />Be aware of wonder. Remember the little seed in the Styrofoam cup: the roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that.<br />Goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little seed in the Styrofoam cup - they all die. So do we.<br />And then remember the Dick-and-Jane books and the first word you learned - the biggest word of all - LOOK. </span></p><p><span style="color:#33ccff;">Everything you need to know is in there somewhere. The Golden Rule and love and basic sanitation. Ecology and politics and equality and sane living. Take any one of those items and extrapolate it into sophisticated adult terms and apply it to your family life or your work or government or your world and it holds true and clear and firm. Think what a better world it would be if we all - the whole world - had cookies and milk at about 3 o'clock in the afternoon and then lay down with our blankies for a nap. Or if all governments had as a basic policy to always put things back where they found them and to clean up their own mess. And it is still true, no matter how old you are, when you go out in the world, it is best to hold hands and stick together. </span></p><p><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ccff;">[Source: "ALL I REALLY NEED TO KNOW I LEARNED IN KINDERGARTEN" by Robert Fulghum. See his web site at </span><a href="http://www.robertfulghum.com/"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ccff;">http://www.robertfulghum.com/</span></a><span style="color:#33ccff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"> ]</span><br /><br /></span></p></blockquote></span><br /></span></span>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-88680513061798473212008-05-22T09:51:00.000-07:002008-05-22T10:49:51.909-07:00Silent Sibling - Being the Non-Adopted Child<a href="http://www.rainbowkids.com/ArticleDetails.aspx?id=586">This</a> article from <a href="http://www.rainbowkids.com/">rainbowkids.com </a>could very well be written by <em>ML</em> when she is older.<br /><br />I have found many articles, blog posts, books all speaking of the need of adoptive parents to ensure that the birth culture of their adopted child is celebrated, and cultural events attended etc. Very rarely is this discussed in relation to any children who arrived in the family by birth. I know that everyday can be a celebration of their culture of being Canadian (or whatever cultural affiliation the family claims), but there needs to be more than that, I think at least.<br /><br />This really made me think about <em>ML</em> when the <a href="http://www.rainbowkids.com/ArticleDetails.aspx?id=586">author spoke </a>about attending a Polish Festival. <blockquote> "After all of these rich Korean cultural experiences, my parents thought it would be a great idea for me to explore my own Polish cultural heritage". </blockquote><em>ML</em> was born in Quebec. We moved from there when she has 4 months old. To hear her father speak you would think it is a vastly different culture and ethnicity than the rest of "English Canada". I want <em>ML</em> to know of her French background and culture as well as English. Granted, she has access to her french culture when she spends her weekends with her father, but I want it to be celebrated in our house as well.<br /><br />The biggest lesson I took form this article can be summed up in the following quote:<br /><blockquote><p>Although not an official member of the triad, siblings are fully engulfed by the world of adoption. In fact, having a sibling who is adopted internationally means being an ambassador to the world of adoption: answering endless questions from various, interested people, attending enriching cultural events, among many other tasks, both large and small. It often requires reporting to others who are not aware of adoption not only the basics, but also intimate elements of the everyday life of your family that would otherwise remain private. </p><p>At times,the role of ambassador can be a heavy burden, especially since no sibling has asked for this life-long appointment. On the other hand, it can provide diverse, eye-opening experiences that most are not lucky enough to experience and even allow siblings who are brought together by adoption to bond in ways that biological siblings often do not. </p></blockquote><br /><br />This article just reminds me that I need to ensure that we do "French and English Canadian" cultural activities as well as ethnicity of our future adopted child in our family. I hope that one day I can take <em>ML</em> back to Quebec to see where she was born, to see our old house, the hospital etc. The same as I would wish for my adopted child, to take them back to the country of their birth.<br /><br />This article was a great reminder of how to ensure that the non-adopted child/ren in the family are not left out in the learning about their cultural heritage.Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-76101908374992777912008-05-21T14:21:00.000-07:002008-05-21T14:33:50.952-07:0040 Days of Change<a href="http://ranavansjourney.blogspot.com/2008/05/40-days-of-change.html">Rana</a> posted this challenge on her blog a few days ago. I wanted to join in.<br /><blockquote>What is 40 days of change you ask? Well, I will tell you. 40 Days of Change is about making a change. A change in you, to aspects of your life, to your community or to the world.</blockquote><br />I have been mulling around the idea for a few days, trying to decide what I would do. Well I have decided.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">I want to change the amount I consume. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">I want to get rid of the excess STUFF that is cluttering up our house</span><br /><br />How I consume food, household items, clothing etc. When buying groceries yesterday the increase prices of food really hit home.<br /><br />And then <a href="http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/24731042/">this is happening</a>. (I know if I consume less food etc. it won't end food shortages and droughts.) In North America, we consume far more than we need. Also the less I consume, the easier on the pocket book my adoption will be.<br /><br />There is too much "stuff" in my house, and I want to get rid of it.<br /><br />Rana is posting daily inspirations, and I recommend you check out her blog to follow along. I will post intermittently about my progress as well!<br /><br />Thanks for this great Idea Rana!!Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-567793375988184092008-05-21T10:10:00.001-07:002008-05-21T10:15:56.631-07:00Nothin But Nets resultsRemember <a href="http://singlemumadopts.blogspot.com/2008/04/nothing-but-nets.html">this little game I posted</a>?<br />I received an email today with the results and wanted to share.<br /><br /><blockquote><p>...thanks to YOU!<br />Dear Tanya,<br />We are very pleased to announce that the first-ever World Malaria Day was a triumph, and we want to thank YOU for making it happen. Your efforts, combined with those of Nothing But Nets’ partners and the United Nations Foundation, helped us to achieve our goals of spreading the word about malaria in fun and different ways. </p><p>Here are some of the highlights of our success:<br />More than 16,000 people played our new game,<br />Deliver the Net, and had a bed net sent to Africa on their behalf, from Vestergaard Frandsen, a bed net manufacturer;<br />Nearly 350 supporters across the country hosted <a href="http://www.globalproblems-globalsolutions.org/site/R?i=st5MSsSDt8qldROA9AhLFA.." target="_blank" rel="nofollow">NETS Challenge events</a>, ranging from billiards tournaments to basketball games to bake sales; </p><p>Together we raised more than $550,000 - that’s 55,000 lives saved!<br />Supporters attended events hosted by our partners in cities across the country, including Chicago, Houston, Dallas, and Denver; UN Foundation Founder and Chairman, Ted Turner; sports columnist and Nothing But Nets spokesperson, Rick Reilly; and our mascot, the mosquito; recognized World Malaria Day by ringing the closing bell at the New York Stock Exchange on April 25.</p><p><a href="http://www.globalproblems-globalsolutions.org/site/R?i=VYRnACPJ0gjPpN8rDIlpHw.." target="_blank" rel="nofollow">Check out some pictures from World Malaria Day!</a></p><p>The success of World Malaria Day brings us one step closer to helping the United Nations reach its goal of eliminating malaria deaths in Africa and covering the entire continent with bed nets.</p><p>Thanks for your support!</p><p>Sincerely,The Nothing But Nets Team<br /><a href="http://www.globalproblems-globalsolutions.org/site/R?i=YXh-HPUzUenRCJUgpVuKqA.." target="_blank" rel="nofollow">http://www.NothingButNets.net/</a><br /></p></blockquote>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-61113778628675144042008-05-16T08:56:00.001-07:002008-05-16T09:01:46.507-07:00May Long Weekend YAY!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiACcA7Vj-MWyjQLt0m5Pfr6kDqJjJa4OMh2skB4wjLtYZeTzF3sLnUfA1jDSc1aJ9BQIuYqlVXreE2k4bLwIUBkTg9Pif3W41s7LqC2VGgQ12JJQje094OI9G54tvpQd-woJLoV0yVvVKh/s1600-h/radiumhotspringsbc.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5201005335822405714" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiACcA7Vj-MWyjQLt0m5Pfr6kDqJjJa4OMh2skB4wjLtYZeTzF3sLnUfA1jDSc1aJ9BQIuYqlVXreE2k4bLwIUBkTg9Pif3W41s7LqC2VGgQ12JJQje094OI9G54tvpQd-woJLoV0yVvVKh/s400/radiumhotspringsbc.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><p><a href="http://radiumhotsprings.eastkootenay.com/">This</a> is where <em>ML</em> and I will be this weekend, with the whole Clan. There is sunshine to be sat in, a pool to play in, a spa day with my sisters, and lots of family fun to be had.</p><p>Hope your May 24 Weekend is a good one!</p>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-5190573977117374582008-05-15T14:06:00.000-07:002008-05-15T14:37:39.450-07:00Letter to the editor.Oh sometimes it is hard to live where I live. This is a quote from the <a href="http://www.albertalocalnews.com/reddeeradvocate/opinion/18931044.html">local paper's </a>opinion section.<br /><br /><blockquote><p>Two Ontario women ” who set themselves up as a married couple, had a child and then split ” were both awarded parental rights to the child by the Ontario Court of Appeal, even though only one of the women has any blood relationship to the kid. <strong>So, now, the woman with no blood relationship to the child has just as much say about the future of the kid as either the biological father or birth mother</strong>. <em>(emphasis mine)</em></p><p><em><br />Lawyers say the ruling may pave the way for courts to decide children can legally have multiple parents, including foster parents, close friends, uncles, aunts, etc.<br />If that happens, surely we will have chaos in our society.<br />But let's all get nuts.<br />Let's allow people to have multiple wives or husbands, and since anything apparently goes in our society” let's keep the rest of our options open, too, wherever that leads us. </p></em></blockquote><br />I have responded with a letter to the editor. I guess we will see if it is published.<br /><br />My letter stated the following. <blockquote>The right of a same sex couple to be seen as legal parents and guardians in the eyes of the law has nothing to do with legalizing Polygamy. Since when does sharing DNA have anything to do with being a good parent? Are adoptive parents not parents? If a same sex couple has a child together, they are that child's parents. What about a couple who is infertile? What if they use a sperm or egg donor? Are they not the child's parent? The ability to procreate and sharing DNA is not indicative of a person's ability to be a good parent. This is just fear mongering. </blockquote>Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2288561636142402646.post-8425842405905674872008-05-15T07:49:00.000-07:002008-05-15T08:05:07.032-07:00A Walk to Beautiful - have you seen it yet?I was finally able to <a href="http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/beautiful/">watch</a> it, but missed the first 12 minutes... so I will try to re-watch it.<br /><br />It broke my heart, and then made it whole again. Really. I know that sounds cheesy, but I don't know how else to explain how it made me feel.<br /><br />The young girl Wubete, I just wanted to give her a hug. To see what the <a href="http://www.fistulafoundation.org/hospital/programs/longtermcare.html">Fistula Hospital </a>does for the women after, especially if they don't want to go home, wow. What a wonderful thing.<br /><br />My other favourite part, was when one of the women arrived home (can't recall her name) and saw that her husband had not looked after their home, and gives him supreme shit, I loved it. To think of all she went through and came home to that...<br /><br />If you want to make a donation <a href="https://www.fistulafoundation.org/donatenow/index.php">here is the site</a>.Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07607456712230267564noreply@blogger.com0